I cannot wait for the Super Bowl, but not because
I'm rooting for a particular team. As a matter of fact, I couldn't tell you
which color jerseys are playing because I stopped paying attention once the
Washington Redskins lost.
I am excited because, for at least another six
months, I won't have to pretend to like football, just like Lennay Kekua did.
It's not that I'm a girly-girl. For whatever
reason, I've just never been particularly interested in sports. Maybe it was
the fact that I never understood how players changed their allegiance to teams
so I didn't understand why I couldn't. Perhaps I didn't like the way that when
a team would lose, it could make or break an evening. Or maybe it's because I'm
usually so sloshed by halftime of anything I never experienced the excitement
of a win.
On one particular birthday, my boyfriend at the
time surprised me with tickets to the USC-Notre Dame game. I probably didn't
need to preface that with "at the time" as we can all gather he is
now in my Rolodex of exes. And the verb "surprised" is a euphemism. I
felt cornered.
While it was a lovely gesture, it was clearly a
"Homer giving Marge a bowling ball" birthday present. I wasn't
expecting a Gucci purse or even a Red Lobster dinner. (Turn your nose up at
cheddar bay biscuits and Sutter Home. I dare you.) From that day forward, I
felt threatened by sports, as though they were another woman.
Over the years, I've felt certain pressures by guys
to love their teams. Ashleymadison.com profiles tell me that men love a
girl who can just "hang out in an old T-shirt on the couch and watch a
game with me." I've been very forthcoming about my disinterest in that
world, though I've made up for it by not going the complete opposite route and
donning a pink jersey with pigtails and face paint, cheering whenever prompted.
I've always figured if I ever married, then 20
years in, I probably would cheer for the team my husband cheers for. But to
expect me to get on the bandwagon right off the bat of whatever team the guy
I'm dating loves has always seemed disingenuous. I don't like expectations.
However, I have seen the disappointment on the
faces of boys I've dated, not just due to their teams losing, but also due to
me not caring one way or another.
So this past football season I tried something different. I feigned
interest in my boyfriend's team, the Redskins. I watched those games as if I
were watching Miss Illinois aiming for Miss America and I found myself ...
somewhat interested. I can't say I'm waiting on pins and needles for next
football season, but that saying, "Fake it till you make it"? Well, I
think I made some serious strides.
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